these few days i cried alot... dunno why i get so angry easily... there's just some things i cannot tolerate... u can call me petty ghost... i am really really very petty and particular about certain stuffs... tts why i tell him i am da xiao qi gui... a BIG petty ghost...
please dun tell me to stop crying... if i can do that, i would have done that long ago... the more i try to suppress, the worst it becomes when i let go of my tears... some people think that tears are very precious and try to swallow into their stomach (in chinese literally, 眼泪往肚子里吞）but that is so hard for me... i rather i cry out all my sadness and angryness... my feelings can flow away with my tears... better rite? than to suppress it and feeling the sadness and angryness in you over and over again...
of cuz i wld be happy (or rather he would be happy) if someone could really fix this lousy tap of mine, and impart me with higher level of EQ so that i learn how to manage my emotions without dropping a single tear! =)
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